Life always plays with me.
And God makes helps it to make it like a play again.
People who are very close to me went away.
And one more thing which is very often with me,"I never get what i want."
From my childhood i started dreaming.
I usually used to think of getting some supernatural powers and being like different from others and again helping the people around me.
I just like one thing of me. I can be happy within myself.
Loved someone in life, she went.
Second time loved a friend who was a childhood friend. I expected some more things with her again she went.
Thirdly, a friend whom i used to share everything. I thought at least she would understand me and know me.
But no she also went. Why this happens to me only,huh?
I don't know about other people. Maybe they are also troubled like me in this world but i don't think they have sentiments like me.
It's true that there is existence of God cause he have helped me a lot.
Things around me are governed by him only but what to do i have a brain that imagines.
I have a pair of eyes that always wants more and a stomach that always needs more.
Those were at least fine but again i have one heart that feels but always hurts.
I wish i could go on the heaven and then get good time in there but again this evil brain thinks what i want to be.
I want to change all things of Nepal, It's system and moreover the it's people who think they are the best.
One day it will happen cause i am gonna do that....
